Saturday, May 10, 2008This day was, hmm..
bittersweet. Well I spent most of the day with my mom which was great. Watched Vanessa Carlton's concert with her and everything. It was fun. :)
But, I just can't seem to rid off that unpleasant feeling I have deep down in the pit of my stomach. I
know there's something wrong between Carlo and I. I can feel it. :( I can't say why I feel this way; it's really very private. I dunno. The last time I felt like this was when he and I drifted apart a few months back. FUCK. I don't like this feeling. I really don't. I feel so uneasy right now. I can't stay still and I can't sleep. I just need to vent.
I dunno, maybe I'm over thinking things again. I tend to do that. But hell, I really don't know. I think he's naiilang or something. FUCKER. :( Sorry for the excessive use of bad words, I just need to express myself.
I wanna cry, for no reason. I wanna jump to shake these feelings off. Or maybe I just need a good night's sleep. Wait scratch that.
I NEED TO HUG SOMEONE AND CRY.Who's giving out free hugs? :(
7:44 AM